May 25, 2010

The Journey

It has been a long long journey. The past 5 months have been real hectic. Everything went on with great momentum. Since I landed in Brisbane after the well-fed summer break, I haven't had a chance to really lay back and take a break off everything. I was deported to another family of Daniels, therefore bridging up relationship with new brothers and sisters in Christ. I will say that God is just indescribable and unfathomable, even in His divine art of creativity by breathing a purpose into every creation, that one will see value/s in another person's life. There is always something to learn from, as the saying goes, iron sharpens iron. They are great people everywhere, but what matters most is how we can grab the most out of it, not indicating that we make use of people, but that we pick up and learn from each other.

Throughout this period of time, multitude of things took place, be it encouraging, rejoicing, saddening or disheartening, I know that everything occurs with a purpose, that everything has its time. There is much to be worried about, yet there is much to let go. Life is all about transforming, moulding and shaping into a man after God's heart. I know that it is always easier said that done, where many occasions we cried out to God, that we truly want to be the man and woman of God, many convictions were made, vows taken, pages of diary been written, going all out burning with passion like the hot buns just taken out from the oven, but yet, at times, we realize that we are feeble, weak and fragile. The passion might die off halfway, being discouraged as Satan knocked fervently at our doorsteps and we opened the door, or subconsciously found ourselves dwelling in the trend on the world that we lost track.

Things that marked my first 5 months of 2010:

1. My brother did awesomely well in his SPM Public Examination: 11A+ 1A but this still could not earn him a well deserved top scholarship. In His hands.

2. Mom has to go for an operation, but by the Grace of God,the operation was called off, moderating from time to time. In his hands. Thanks everyone for your prayer.

3. Involved in CCM events' planning.

4. Served as a drummer for Daniel 3 Worship Night, ever since I last played, but went out of beat and screw up. If You called me to be a drummer in Your House, I will be your forever drummer , O Lord.

5. Fished the very 1st time in my life, hooked a shark even.

6. Missing you. I am not sure when we shall meet again, or how much we have changed, but I trust, I believe. His plan is perfect for He never fails. In His hands.

7. Uni life is a pain in the neck. But I know everyone has to taste it. All Glory to God, be it. In His Hands.

8. Participated in the MASCA QUEENSLAND SPORTS CARNIVAL and Asean Basektball Games, but will definitely miss the National Conference and Games in Canberra.

9. Made new friends, found a new tea shop. Fell in love with pies. Love cooking.

10. Attended Oceania Convention.

.................. Anticipating what's ahead.

I wanna be. I wanna be. I wanna be. Sometimes I ponder and contemplate, how awesome it will be if my whole life is just all about His Business, participating full time in His plan and dimension.

Something that embedded onto my heart recently - May I be the Sea of Galilee, not the Dead Sea. More of You. More than Life. All the way.



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