I touched down on KLIA on the 7th morning, clocked 5.40am. Accessed the free wi-fi at the airport MCD and hailed a bus to my previous Inti International University College. Checked in as a visitor. As usual, I walked around the busy commercial district in Bukit Bintang. Pavillion - Farenheit 88 - Sungei Wang - Lot 10. Hunted for food and just for a sim card for my temporary contact during the short stay in Malaysia.
I experienced intense discomfort and somehow just lost the touch of peace with the absence of state of mind, mainly due to my preference of a place that can soothe me. KL is not for me. I dislike the unbalanced growth, mixed culture and people, the pace of life and traumatizing traffic, they are just too much to swallow into my empty stomach. I couldn't take it. Contemplating, presumably my reaction and response are the result of the days that I spent in Australia, where everything from culture to people to transport, just significantly different from Malaysia. There is a massive gap, and I wonder when I can witness the changes bridging the gap.
A decade? This is life, we come and we see. Again, it boils down to the preference of different individual. Aussie are laid back. Malaysians are gambling their lives for a living, or to strive for wealth and status and hoping to be better than others, if not, the best.
Even if a man gains the whole world and lose his soul, what good does he gain?
For whosoever will save his life shall lose it; but whosoever shall lose his life for my sake and the gospel’s, the same shall save it. For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? Matthew 8:35-36
So, what are you after?
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